TAMARA LEIGH NOVELS - Book One in the Age of Faith series
Chapter 19
A foul wind blew in the messenger, causing him to stumble as he entered the great hall behind two men-at-arms.
From the high table, Garr stared at Sir Drake—one of two men sent by Henry eleven days past to tell of the duke’s impending arrival. Why did he come again when there were yet three days before Henry was due? Three days in which Annyn might still make good her escape?
He glanced at where she sat with his mother and sisters before the hearth, the last of the day’s clouded light slanting through the upper windows to pool around her where she held the sleeve of her purple bliaut as she stared at the messenger.
Garr returned his attention to the villagers seated on benches before the dais. Their dispute, for which they sought intervention, would have to wait. “We shall return to this matter.” He swept a dismissing hand toward the doors.
The men murmured their agreement and rose.
Garr also stood, vaguely aware of Squire Warren stepping from behind the chair to draw nearer.
“Sir Drake,” Garr greeted, “What brings you once more to Stern?”
The man turned from the hearth where he had surely noted Annyn’s presence. “Tidings from Duke Henry.” He mounted the dais and pushed his mantle off one shoulder, then the other so that the garment draped down his back to show his full complement of weaponry.
Garr laid his palms to the table and leaned forward. “When do you intend to deliver these tidings, Sir Drake?”
A flush stole across the man’s cheeks. “Forthwith, my lord. I am to tell you that the future king of England shall arrive early.”
Garr heard Annyn draw the sharp breath he did not allow himself.
“If not this night,” Sir Drake continued, “then by early morn the duke will come before your walls and be well received.”
Well received. An order, doubtless spawned by Garr’s earlier message that granted Henry leave to come unto Stern Castle. “Shall he?”
“If you seek an alliance, he shall.”
Garr straightened and glanced at the windows that were filled with darkening thunderclouds. All day long rain had threatened to loose a torrent. This, then, what made Henry’s arrival uncertain.
Loose the rain, Lord, Garr silently prayed. It was not for lack of a response from the earl, John Newark, that he did so. Indeed, within days of having sent the missive that advised an alliance with Henry, Newark had agreed. It was for Annyn he asked it.
Muddy this land, overrun its banks. Was He listening? Curse all! The silent oath slipped from him and he immediately rebuked the blasphemy that would hardly turn God’s ear to him.
Lesson one, his father’s words came across the years, never allow anger to command your actions.
Still, it turned his insides. Feeling backed into a corner, he struggled for control. Finally, he said, “Your tidings are well met, Sir Drake.”
The man inclined his head. “My Lord Wulfrith.”
What to do? If only those accursed clouds would open up. If only—
A pox on Henry! he once more blasphemed. A pox on Stephen and Eustace! A pox on this crippling war! Fight the answer though he had done all these days, he knew what must be done to assure Annyn was not forced to wed Lavonne. There was no other way, especially now that Henry approached Stern.
“Well met, indeed,” he repeated. “We are pleased you have come to serve as witness for Duke Henry.”
As the man’s brow furrowed, Garr strode the length of the table.
“Brother?” Abel spoke low from where he had sat at table’s end this past hour, feet on the tabletop, though with Sir Drake’s entrance he had dropped them to the floor.
Garr met his brother’s questioning gaze. “Be ready.” He descended the dais.
“Of what do you speak, my lord?” demanded the knight.
He would know soon enough.
As Garr advanced on Annyn, she looked up, her pale eyes questioning, lips pressed, throat muscles straining to contain emotion.
Ignoring his mother’s beckoning gaze and his sisters’ murmurings, Garr halted before Annyn.
She fingered the purple bodice. “I—” Her voice caught, but when she found it again, it was flat as of one too weary to fight any longer. “I fear my bliaut is not yet finished.”
“A pity,” Garr said more harshly than intended. “I would have liked to see you wear it to speak vows.”
“Garr?” his mother said, forgetting that, publically, he was “Wulfrith.”
He waited for Annyn to react, but she kept her head lowered and a drop of glistening light fell onto the unfinished bliaut. The betraying tear darkened the cloth and spread outward.
Either she did not understand, or she found the prospect of marriage to him distasteful. Of course, considering what had nearly happened between them four days past, and for which he had spent hours on his knees, she could not be completely averse.
“What vows, Lord Wulfrith?” Sir Drake halted beside Garr.
“Those that Lady Annyn and I are to speak this eve.”
Her disbelieving eyes slammed into his. She had not understood, then.
“You jest, my lord,” Sir Drake exclaimed. “Lady Annyn’s betrothal was given to Baron Lavonne.”
Just as Isobel’s betrothal had been given to Drogo. The realization that what he intended would make him no better than the man who had tried to steal Isobel from Drogo, gave Garr pause. But only for a moment, for though his father had been a man incapable of showing love, he had never raised a hand to Isobel as Lavonne had done to Annyn. And would not do again.
As Garr stared at Annyn, she pressed her lips inward as if to keep from speaking.
Grateful she understood the urgency that she remain silent, he turned to the knight. “You are mistaken, Sir Drake. Inquiries have revealed that, in all of King Stephen’s England, no such betrothal was made.”
Anger suffused the man’s face. “Duke Henry, who will soon be your king, Lord Wulfrith, has decreed it.”
As Abel moved behind the knight, Garr said, “Be it so, Sir Drake, Henry is not yet king, and I am not yet his man. Thus, neither I, nor Lady Annyn, answer to him. And I have determined ours is a satisfactory union.”
“You cannot do this!”
“Of course I can. The bride is willing. Are you not, my lady?”
Annyn was hardly quick to answer, making him long to shake her, but at last she inclined her head. “The bride is willing.”
As Gaenor and Beatrix took up tittering, a thrill shot through Garr, but he damped it. Likely, she was willing only because this evil was not as evil as the other.
“Nor by this union shall any laws of consanguinity be broken,” he continued. “The lady and I share no relation to at least the ninth degree.” That he did not truly know, but what was one more untruth? “As for a priest, he awaits abovestairs.” Or so Garr prayed, for at this hour of late afternoon, the man might be out among the castle folk.
“What of the banns?” the knight foundered for argument. “They cannot have been read.”
“They were, and none has come forth to oppose the marriage.” An outrageous lie considering they had not been long enough at Stern for banns to be read the appointed three Sundays, but the wedding bed would be marked by consummation before any could prove otherwise. And therein lay the greatest obstacle—to speak vows and undo Annyn before Henry’s arrival.
Sir Drake shook his head. “If you think I am so great a fool to believe any of this, you are mistaken.”
Garr reached to Annyn. “’Tis time.”
Her gaze flitted to Sir Drake, but there was naught that the man could do but spew and sputter over what his arrival had set in motion.
Annyn passed the bliaut to Josse, placed her hand in Garr’s, and allowed him to draw her to her feet. The silver ring on her thumb winked at Garr as it had four days past, and now that he was so near, he saw the band was fashioned as a sword. Though a not-so-discreet inquiry put to Gaenor revealed it was but a trinket bought at market, jealousy had gripped Garr over the possibility it might end on Lavonne’s hand. Now it would not.
“We are ready,” he pronounced. Or nearly so, for he did not have a ring to give Annyn.
He looked to his mother and saw she had risen with his sisters. Isobel inclined her head, answering her son’s unspoken request, and turned to the stairs.
Garr drew Annyn to his side. Though he wished for a moment alone with her to ease her worry, they would talk once they were bound until death. “Come, Lady Annyn.”
As they started forward, Henry’s man placed himself in their path. Immediately, Abel and Warren flanked him, hands on daggers.
“This is outrageous, Lord Wulfrith!” Though Sir Drake’s voice was pitched too high for a man not to cringe, he did not seem to notice. “I vow, ’twill not be tolerated by the duke.”
“Fear not, Sir Knight, I shall deal with Henry. Now, if you wish, you may serve as witness to the ceremony.” He strode forward, forcing the man to step back to avoid being trod upon.
“I shall not be a party to this!” Sir Drake called as Garr and Annyn ascended the stairs.
Garr did not blame him, for his witness would only strengthen the validity of the marriage.
Squire Warren once more at his back, Garr said over his shoulder, “Hasten to the chapel and rouse the priest if he is there. Tell him what has happened and what is required of him.”
“Aye, my lord.” Warren took the stairs two at a time.
Once out of sight of those in the hall, Annyn pulled free of Garr and pressed her back to the wall. “We cannot do this. ’Tis all wrong.”
“We can and shall.” Garr laid his hands on her shoulders. “There is naught else for it.”
Annyn held his intense gaze for as long as she could, then looked down. After all she had done, why did he offer this? Why when it would bring Henry’s anger down upon his house? Might he care for her? Return something of what she felt for him, and over which she had agonized? But if so, he would not be so resentful, would he? And his resentment she had certainly felt when he told Sir Drake of his intention. Naught else for it, he had said.
Aye, he did it only out of a misplaced sense of obligation. Garr Wulfrith was, indeed, honorable, but such a sacrifice she could not ask of him, no matter how her heart cried that she accept.
“’Tis not necessary that you do this, especially as I do not wish to wed you.” Lord, the lie!
His grey-green eyes darkened like the clouds gathering over Stern. “If you had only taken one of many opportunities given you to escape, it would not be necessary.” He pulled her from the wall, and all she could do as she pondered the unexpected revelation was clamber after him.
She had seen the opportunities for escape, but had not recognized them for what they were. Garr had taken his squires off her, but had he wished to hold her, others could have been set to watch from a distance. Ironic that she had eschewed escape for fear of what Henry would do to the Wulfriths, and Garr had offered it for—it seemed—fear of what Henry and Lavonne might do to her. It was no small wonder he resented being forced to wed her.
They reached the first landing, but as Garr urged her up the next flight of stairs, Lady Isobel called out. Followed by her daughters who smiled as if they did not mind their brother wedding a woman who had tried to kill him not so long ago, she hurried down the corridor toward them.
“I have the ring.” Isobel proffered a gold band set with a large sapphire and small rubies.
Annyn could not be certain, but she thought Garr hesitated before accepting it.
Isobel looked to Annyn. “’Tis the ring by which all brides of the Wulfrith heir wed,” she said, then to Garr, “It shall be different for you. I know it shall.”
Now Annyn understood. Isobel had worn the ring upon her marriage to Garr’s father, a most unhappy marriage, it seemed. And Garr was not pleased for it.
He started to turn away, but came back around. “Change, Mother.”
“What?”
“You shall not wear black at my wedding.”
“But ’tis all—”
“Wear sackcloth, if you must. Any color but black. And make haste!” Leaving her gaping, he ushered Annyn up the stairs and down the corridor to the chapel before which Sir Warren stood.
Why did he care what color his mother wore? After all, it was not to be a proper wedding. No great gathering of family and friends, no pageantry, no trousseau, no garland of flowers for her hair, no special gown.
Annyn looked down. Indeed, this day she wore another of Gaenor’s bliauts, brown and unadorned. As for the custom of wearing her hair long and loose as a mark of maidenhood, that could not be helped. None would ever say she had married in her hair.
“The priest?” Garr asked, continuing to hold Annyn to his side as if for fear she might flee.
“He is within,” Squire Warren said, “preparing for the ceremony.”
“Tell him to be quick.”
The squire turned and slipped into the chapel.
Alone in the corridor with Garr, Gaenor and Beatrix no doubt assisting their mother with her change of clothes, Annyn met Garr’s gaze.
“It is well,” he murmured and released her arm. To her astonishment, he caught her hand and intertwined their fingers.
The sweetness of it nearly stole Annyn’s breath. “Is it?”
“It is.”
A flutter went through her, but it did not last long beneath the weight of foreboding. Would all be well? What hope had a marriage begun thus? How would Duke Henry receive the news? What cost to the Wulfriths?
Boots on the stairway caused Garr to pull his hand from Annyn’s and turn it around his sword. But it was Abel who appeared, followed by Squires Samuel and Charles.
“What of Sir Drake?” Garr demanded.
“I have put men-at-arms on him,” Abel said as he advanced. “Surely you know that for naught would I miss your wedding.”
“Surely,” Garr grumbled.
Abel halted before his brother, “Where is the old man?”
“I am here.” Stepping from the chapel, the priest tugged at newly donned robes. “And do not call me old man.”
Abel lowered his gaze. “Apologies, Father Mendel.”
Squire Warren exited the chapel behind the priest and joined Abel where he stood behind Garr and Annyn.
Plucking again at the robes that fell from his bent shoulders, the priest looked to Garr. “Do you know what you do, my son?”
“I do.”
“And still you ask this of me?”
“I do.”
“’Tis foolish, not at all what I would expect from you, Garr Wulfrith.”
Nor would Annyn have. It seemed there were pieces to Garr that none knew existed.
“As you know,” the priest said, “ere the marriage ceremony can commence, banns must be read for three Sundays.” He raised his hands, one of which gripped the Holy book. “You are not that long returned to Stern.”
“I am not, but there shall be a wedding.”
Father Mendel stepped nearer. “You know this marriage may be pronounced clandestine, judged adultery and fornication?”
“I do not care what others call it, Father. All I care is that there be a wedding this day in the presence of God who is the only witness we require.”
“Do you not mean this night? And that is another thing: vows are to be spoken in the light of day.”
Annyn watched Garr’s face darken. The priest’s belief in God would have to be unwavering for him not to cower. And he did not.
“There is yet daylight,” Garr growled.
“A prick of it, but in a quarter hour it will be gone.”
“Then make haste, Priest.”
“Very well, but it is on your head if you are excommunicated.” Father Mendel drew himself up to his full five feet and some inches and there, before the chapel, said, “If any know just cause why this man and woman may not be lawfully joined in marriage, declare it now.” He waited, and waited again.
“On with it!” Garr snapped.
“Hold!” Wearing a gown of green, the cloth decidedly homespun, Lady Isobel bustled down the corridor. And looked no less regal for the simple garment that likely belonged to Josse. She, Gaenor, and Beatrix stepped around Abel and took up places before the others.
“You object to this marriage, Lady Isobel?” Father Mendel asked, hopeful.
“Of course I do not. ’Twas first my idea.”
It had been, hadn’t it? Did Garr know?
“Continue, Father,” Lady Isobel urged.
The priest sighed. “Then I ask you, Garr Wulfrith, shall you take this woman to be your wedded wife, to live together after God’s ordinance in the holy state of matrimony?”
Overhead, the skies rumbled, portending the thunderstorm all had known would come.
Garr looked at Annyn. “I shall.”
Realizing she held her breath, she eased it from her lungs. There had been no anger when he spoke the words.
“Will you love her, comfort and honor her, keep her in sickness and health, be faithful to her?”
Would he love her? Did he? At his hesitation, Annyn was jolted by the reality of what they did. Or was it real? Did they truly stand beside one another? Speak vows that would bind them forever? Mayhap it was a dream from which she would too soon awaken.
“I shall,” Garr said.
“And you, Lady Annyn Bretanne, shall you take this man to be your wedded husband, to live together after God’s ordinance in the holy state of matrimony?”
How she longed to slip her hand into Garr’s, to feel his warmth again. “I shall.”
“Will you love him”—
More than she had ever believed she could love another.
—“comfort him, honor him, keep him in sickness and health, be faithful to him, obey and serve him?”
Obey and serve. That had not been part of the vows spoken by Garr. Still, she begrudged, “I shall.”
Thunder rolled again, this time with such force it was felt through the floor.
Father Mendel leaned toward Garr. “Trust me, my son, this is best done on the morrow.”
“’Tis best done now.”
The man drew back. “Who gives this woman to be married to this man?”
Who would step forward? Sir Abel? He seemed the only choice, but as Annyn looked around, an achingly familiar voice resounded down the corridor.
“I give this woman.”
Annyn felt Garr stiffen beside her as she looked over her shoulder at Rowan who advanced with a man-at-arms on either side.
The sight of him, unshaven and bedraggled, weight loss most pronounced in his face, made tears prick her eyes. These past days, she had time and again put him from her when he rose to memory, told herself she hated him for what he had done to her mother, that he was no better than Lavonne. But it was not true. He had done a terrible thing, but for it he had devoted himself to her and Jonas. Could a man make reparation for such ill, he had. God would be his judge, not she who had only ever reaped the kindness of Rowan’s repentant heart.
“We shall speak on this,” Garr hissed, drawing Annyn’s gaze to Abel whose flush of guilt told he was responsible.
Rowan stepped through the path that opened before him and leaned near Annyn. “You will allow me to give you to him?” he said so softly she doubted any others heard.
Most remarkable was that he wished to pass her to the man he had thought responsible for Jonas’s death. Or had he also realized the terrible mistake? He must have. Garr had not left him to die in the dark tower as the one who had heartlessly taken Jonas’s life would have done. And finally he accepted it.
“I will allow it.”
A sad smile creasing Rowan’s mouth, he looked to the priest. “I give this woman to be married to this man.”
Father Mendel joined Annyn and Garr’s hands. “Now you will pledge your troth. This, say after me: I, Garr Wulfrith, take thee, Annyn Bretanne, to be my wedded wife.”
Garr repeated it, and all that followed.
The priest turned to Annyn. “This, say after me...”
She repeated, “I, Annyn Bretanne, take thee, Garr Wulfrith, to be my wedded husband...to have and to hold, for fairer for fouler...for better for worse, for richer for poorer...in sickness and in health...”
“...to be meek and obedient in bed and at board,” Father Mendel continued.
Nor had “meek and obedient” been part of Garr’s vows. But in this man’s world it would not be.
Garr squeezed her hand, urging her on, and she repeated the vow and all those that followed.
At the end of it, Father Mendel extended the Holy book, but no sooner did Garr lay his mother’s ring atop it than a thunderclap sounded that elicited shrieks from Gaenor and Beatrix. Soon rain would be upon them.
Not until Garr’s thumb caressed the back of Annyn’s hand did she realize how tightly she gripped him. She smiled at the kind light in his eyes.
“We should continue?” the priest asked, again hopeful.
“Without delay,” Garr answered.
Father Mendel spoke over the ring, then handed it to Garr. “Place it on her fourth finger.”
He lifted her left hand, slid the ring on, and met her gaze. “With this ring I thee wed—” The sound of rain pummeling the roof halted him.
“’Tis not too late to think better of this,” Father Mendel whispered.
Garr’s jaw convulsed. “With my body I thee honor, with my body I thee worship.”
Desperately, Annyn wished they could be more than words.
“In the name of the Father,” he ended, “and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost, Amen.”
Then it was her turn to speak the words that included no mention or passing of a ring to the man who would be her husband, and she found herself wondering why it was that only the bride wore a wedding ring. To mark her as a man’s possession? However, as tempted as she was to slide her worthless sword ring off her thumb and onto Garr’s hand, she suppressed the impulse and finished the vows required of her.
“Kneel,” the priest said.
They lowered to their knees, and he begged that the blessing of God be given them. “Those whom God hath joined together, let no man put asunder.” Then, to those gathered, he proclaimed the marriage legal and valid and pronounced them man and wife.
“Now we shall take Holy communion.” All followed him into the chapel where he instructed Annyn and Garr to kneel before the lord’s table. What followed was a blur, excepting the man at Annyn’s side and the sound of rain thrown against the walls.
When it was time to prostrate themselves in prayer, a pall was stretched over them with Abel, Squires Warren, Samuel, and Charles each holding a corner.
As the priest droned above, Annyn ventured a look at Garr. His face was pressed to the floor, eyes prayerfully closed. Feeling his reverence, she wondered if he concurred with Father Mendel that their marriage be blessed—that the yoke of peace and love be upon them.
His eyes opened and met hers, then he covered her hand with his and smiled—tightly, but a smile nonetheless. And the things it did to her!
As he looked into her face, Garr felt a tug. It is well, he had said, and he realized it was. As deeply as he had resented the unexpected turn of Duke Henry’s arrival, as angry as it had made him, this was meant to be. He wanted Annyn Bretanne—now, Annyn Wulfrith. And he had wanted her for longer than this day, just as his mother had known. Determined to make this marriage as unlike his parents’ marriage as the earth was the heavens, he turned his face to the floor again.
At long last, the mass was done and Father Mendel beckoned Garr forward to receive the kiss of peace. Once done, Garr returned to Annyn. “I will not make it long,” he murmured and drew her into his arms. He pressed his mouth to hers, but when he started to pull back, she leaned into him and returned his kiss.
“Now we celebrate!” Abel landed a blow to his brother’s back.
Inwardly bemoaning the sweetness lost to him, Garr lifted his head. “First, Rowan,” he said, glancing at the man who stood at the chapel doors, the men-at-arms holding watch over him.
Abel grimaced.
“As for the celebration,” Garr continued, “have a goblet of wine in honor of the bride and groom.” Not that there had been time to prepare a banquet as was customary on so joyous an occasion.
Abel frowned. “You intend to forego the celebration?”
As Garr ushered Annyn from the chapel, he felt her gaze. True, the rain would likely keep Duke Henry from Stern throughout the night, but he would chance nothing. “And what man would not when a marriage bed awaits?” He stepped onto the stairs.
Above the excited chatter, he heard Annyn’s sharply indrawn breath.
But she was not the only one to attend the discourse, as Father Mendel let be known where he trailed Garr. “What do you say?” he demanded.
Garr paused two steps down and looked to the man who was nearly at eye level where he stood on the landing above. “My bride and I are most eager to settle our marriage bed.”
He did not need to see Annyn to know her disquiet. The air resounded with it—and the murmurs of those who had halted below and above to catch the priest’s response.
Father Mendel turned the red of an apple. “Unheard of!”
Garr shrugged. “Until this day.”
“This is most improper.”
“Why?”
“I...” The priest’s jowls quivered. “The marriage bed has not been blessed!”
Though Garr pitied the man for all that had been asked of one as proper as Father Mendel, he arched an eyebrow. “Then bless it as is your duty.” He turned to his mother. “I ask that you accompany my lady wife to the solar and see she is properly put to bed.”
Isobel nodded while Gaenor and Beatrix giggled behind their hands.
Garr stepped down, setting the wedding party to motion again. At the next landing, his mother and sisters stepped into the corridor to await Annyn.
Without a word, Annyn swept past him and started for the solar.
“Garr?” his mother said softly, halting his descent to the hall where he would speak with Abel about Rowan.
“Mother?”
She glanced down her bliaut. “You are pleased?”
He smiled. “Never have I seen you look lovelier.”
The maddeningly reserved Isobel Wulfrith blushed. “It hardly flatters.”
He leaned forward. “Look again in the mirror, Mother.” When he kissed her cheek as he had rarely done for a score or more years, it surprised him as much as it did her. Scowling at the heat that warmed his neck, he left her and the priest to make their way to the solar.
Abel awaited him at the bottom of the stairs. “And all said you were incapable of love,” he jeered.
Love? All, whoever all were, were not wrong. He felt for Annyn, but as his father had told, only fool men loved. “’Twas done to keep her from Lavonne.”
“Only obligation, then?”
“Naught else.”
“You are certain?”
“Naught else!”
Abel grinned. “You protest too much, Brother.”
“And you have a fierce imagination, little Brother.” Garr started toward a sideboard where wine was set out, but he remembered Rowan. A scan of the hall revealed the man was at a lower table.
Garr turned back, but rather than rebuke Abel as intended, he said, “Sir Rowan may make his bed in the donjon, though he is to have a guard on him at all times.”
Abel grinned.
Garr glowered at him, then crossed to the sideboard. Five minutes, he told himself, then I shall go to my wife.
